Let’s Talk It Over

Talk

N I’m really defeated this time around
That I don’t know what to say,
Defeated by life, defeated by you
Hope you’ll return someday.

I’m sorry to have hurt you
To have spoken those dreaded words
Please answer back I really miss you
We’re one in two separate worlds..

Your presence still lingers around the house,
I’m still loving you inside my mind
I ain’t perfect like you but still hope you’ll love me-
‘Coz I know true love is blind

You’re still my only best friend
N I’ll always be your crazy lover
N my love for you will never die
Come back home, let’s talk it over…

I can hear the vacant bedside calling
The sheets dying to be wrinkled.
The distant starts seem to be sad too
‘Coz they don’t shine the way they twinkled

The sheets and pillows still smell our sweat
Still soaked with the expressions of our love-
I can’t let go and I want more
‘Coz I haven’t had enough..

Up above in the night sky
Like my guiding star you hover
We’ve played enough now come down baby
C’mon let’s talk it over.

God knows what I’d give to feel your touch
To feel you head laying down on my chest,
To hear you breathe while you sleep
To put your worried mind to rest.

I don’t wanna miss a moment
So I’ll watch you over while you sleep,
N I swear on my life you can trust me honey
I’ll be the place for you secrets to keep.

So won’t you come back to me precious, it’s getting late
It’s time we go under cover-
Let’s forgive and love again
C’mon let’s talk it over..

I Ain’t A Liar

I Ain't a Liar

You said you were here to stay
That you’ll be by my side come the judgement day
But you couldn’t hold on to your words, for better or worse
Made me feel like this love was more of a curse..

Still I stood through
Waited for you
Hoping someday you’ll realize
The love and longing in these eyes
Holding on to the memories
That seemed more like a pack of lies.

And so this heart burns-
Like an old house on fire
But unlike what you think of me
I ain’t a liar..

These eyes bleed, and turn to stone
As I stand here waiting, all alone.
With the setting sun, my desperation’s rising higher
Just wanna let you know-
I ain’t a liar.

What about all the songs
You said you’d sing to me
The sights that we were gonna see,
The times that were meant-
Just for you and me
The stories we had to share,
Do you even care?

‘Coz you go on
Don’t even look back,
Leaving behind just the broken pieces-of my castle of glass
Turning me into a wreck.

My bedside kept calling for you to lay
But you didn’t come to my dismay,
I never meant no harm
You fell for petty strangers and their foolish charms.

And so this heart burns
Like and old house on fire
But unlike what you think of me
I ain’t a liar.

These eyes bleed and turn to stone
As I stand here waiting, all alone
With the setting sun, my desperation’s rising higher
You’d never admit but I know-
I ain’t a liar..

 

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